~Lady-Aislin

Elise

Profile

Gallery

Prints

Faves

Journal

About Me Member Angsty Poet Lady-Aislin21/Female/United States

Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Years
Needs Premium Membership

Statistics 11 Deviations
190 Comments
1,228 Pageviews

Soul's Divorce

Your mask has fallen. Your true face shows. How will you live, without your shadows? I hide my face to escape the truth. You never loved me, it was all a ruse. How could you do this? Why was I blind? I gave you all that was mine. My heart, my soul. They are yours still. Why can't I take back what I gave to you, before I knew all was untrue? I hate you with a passion that rivals my love. How can a person be so confused? I'm giving up. I can't take anymore. The blood from my wrists, fills the cup. I drink from it deeply,

Newest

EnsnarementSometimes I want you to leave. A sinful thought if ever I knew one. I hate your failings. I hate picking you up. Dusting you off. Putting you back together. Just to watch you tear yourself apart. Things are hard. As hard for me as they are for you. Maybe harder. Suck it up. Pull yourself together, and sew your wounds shut. I manage every day. I'm tired of fixing both of us. I don't have the time. If you want to live, do it yourself. I'm done doing it for both of us. Ensnarement
by ~Lady-Aislin

Bums
by ~Lady-Aislin

If You Go...Pain unenduring... Love gone. Happiness with it. My soul screams in pain. My heart howls in agony. My eyes long for help. I no longer live the life I once did. That life of joy is gone like the wind. I stand alone darkness surrounds me My heart seems to die, with this throbbing pain. You were that life, that love. With you it goes As does my hope Your like a star faraway light You once were the sun, so close and warm Which pushed the other away? If only I knew maybe you'd stay. It seems I'm gone If You Go...
by ~Lady-Aislin

Death's Reflection-uneditedI hold in my hand the black death of hell. This teacher, this bitch, she tells me I'll kill. She tells me I'm perfect. She tells me I'm smart. She tells me I'm strong, But God, is she wrong. I'm weak, I'm gutless, I'm just damn meek. My love, my hope, They died long ago. The people in charge, They hate me the most. My life is a mess. It's my fault, I guess. But why, oh why, do I live at all? It can't be important. It must be small. If it was important, my family would love me. I'd be able to fly free. Now, as I look into this broken mirror, & Death's Reflection-unedited
by ~Lady-Aislin

Browse Gallery

Random Favourites

Ex Libris
by =Candra

070323 kasumi
by *bara-chan

070323 kokoro
by *bara-chan

070323 leifang
by *bara-chan

Browse Favourites

Watchers

~Cjdragon	~Shiroko-Phoenix
~mysticshadow666	~Unicornfruit
~HitenMitsurugi	*stellachan
~Andilwen-Illiana	~DubbleEdge
~ShadowRaven3442	~Outlaw-Walker

Lonely

Wed Jun 17, 2009, 9:08 PM

This is going to sound really emo, but right not I feel kind of emo, so fuck it. I'm really, really, really sick of being alone all the time. And sometimes, I wonder if no one's ever here because no one ever wants to be. I wonder if people just pretend to like me.

Sometimes I wish I could just curl up and hide from the world.

No Comments | Previous Journal Entries

deviantID

No deviantID yet.

Devious Info

Current Residence: Michigan
Interests: Music, Books, Video Games
Favourite genre of music: I listen to everything really
Operating System: Windows XP
Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360

AIM: RavenNight2006
Yahoo: LadyDreamcry

deviantART Community Board

[x]

Comments

~BreachofReality Jun 17, 2009, 10:07:16 PM

Thank you for the watch. ^_^

--
I have a knitting needle shoved in my bra right now.

You hug me and you die.

Interested in costume commissions? Visit Breach of Reality --> [link]

~Lady-Aislin Jun 17, 2009, 11:02:34 PM

sure thing. You've got amazing talent. I can't imagine how long it takes to construct all of that.

Flagged as Spam

~Andilwen-Illiana Mar 31, 2007, 7:31:18 AM

Your journal entry sounds terribly familiar.
Remember, it doesn't have to be perfect. Submit it anyway, that's what this is for. And......depression isn't the only feeling that can prompt poetry.
Good luck.

--
"In the beginning the Universe was created. This has made a lot of people very angry and has been widely regarded as a bad move. "
--Douglas Adams